CHRONIC DEPRESSION -HAGOP S. AKISAL...RE...OVER-DEDICATION

WHAT DO YOU DO WITH THE TIME...

CHRONIC DEPRESSIVES 'SEEM TO DERIVE PERSONAL GRATIFICATION FROM OVER-DEDICATION TO PROFESSIONS THAT REQUIRE GREATER SERVICE AND SUFFERING ON BEHALF OF OTHER PEOPLE'...MANY CHRONIC DEPRESSIVES SAY THEY FEEL EMPTY IN EVERY REALM EXCEPT THEIR WORK...WHAT DOES ONE DO 'WELL'...SAVANT, AVATAR, MEDIUM, STAR MERIDIAM PATTERNS OF POINTS OF LIGHT ROLE SKILL ETCCACTUS WREN IN FLIGHT FROM NEST...

FROM SAFE AND SOUND TO FIGHT OR FLIGHT...FROM NESTING TO ESCAPISM...

TOTALITY IN 'NUCLEAR' FAMILY...THE REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS IN EXPLOSION OF MUSHROOM 'HEAD'...INSEMINATION OF EARTH MOTHER AWARENESS...
THE HI RO SHI MA OF JA PAN...THE DEATH CARD OF THE END AS WELL AS THE BEGINNING...THE MOMENT OF CLOSURE IN MOVING OUT OF 'LE PETIT MORT' OR THE GREAT ORGASM...EVERYTHING IS NO LONGER WHAT IT WAS...

IT IS 'BEYOND BRED' AS CONSCIOUSNESS SEEKS TO OVERCOME THE SELF OF 'MEDIATIONS' AND POLITICO CONTROL IN FORTRESS BARBICAN PATTERNS OF SERVING AN 'IMPOSITION ORDER'...

IT IS PRESENCE AS EVERYTHING IS ALTERED...ALL RELATIONSHIPS IN 'YOU CANNOT GO HOME AGAIN'...IT IS INDIVIDUALITY IN LETTING GO OF ALL THAT IS NOT ONE...

THE WOMAN RELEASE OUT OF THE ILLUSIONS OF 'DA' AND 'MA' AND BAOKA...
TO BECOME 'OWN'...PRESENCE IN WILL IN UNITY WITH UNIVERSE AND HEART PATHING OF CONSCIOUSNESS...